Saturday, October 31, 2009

i seriously need to calm down...everyone is stressed up...
even some ppl...
read their blog...n cant really seem to hold it in..

sometimes thing do not turn out 2 be wad u expected...
sometimes ppl jus backstab u...
without u knowing...

how can i make tis post more emo???
somemone tell me...cuz i'm feeling all stressed up inside...
even i;m shaking while i;m typing tis...
i cant hav it all bottled up anymore...
i need 2 let it go...
if only i had the chance...

i hav no place in tis cruel world...
its so...
unbearable...
y must we exist...?
cant we jus stay in heaven without worries?
why did we have 2 be born on this cruel n harsh world??
i really dun inder stand...
GOD...save us from our misery n bring peace to our hearts...
pls...save us...

cuz some of us finally realize...
tt there is no point in us living...

♥only for you.. 11:14 PM.

wtf...
now tt someone is lyk totally...
urgh...
h8 her man....
dunno hu she is???
giv u a clue..
she was very close 2 me las time...
now i leave e group...

she become the da jie...
at least the other people got lyk tok 2 me...
she leh...
neva even tok 2 me...
f her la...
fuck off man...
u dun lyk me???
ok lor...
den i dun lyk u...
anyways b4 i join u....
i h8ed u 2....
alot....
happy now???

i am lyk so fucking angry...
not jus with them...
but with myself too... and abt everything...
God...u r the only one i can turn to....
help me and help me get stronger...

Lord...u r the light...show me the way...
n help me become ur loyal n helpful disciple....
AMEN...

♥only for you.. 10:48 PM.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

2day got bac results.....
got 2 nd IN CLASS!!! n 30th in whole level...
satisfied...satisfied...

but mum say we EXPECTED u 2 do BETTER...y not top 20?
f...
i alredi damn stress can??!
wtf...

anyways...jus heard jessica n elaine got prob...
yesterday elaine "slaped" jessica...play play oni...
den jessica took it seriously...
den she go complain 2 THIRU....
wlao...
things r gonna get DIRTY!!!
chris chang oso getting involved...
wlao...
hee~ dunno hu 2 believe...

i'm gonna wait 2 the las days of my life...
looking forward 2 it...
cuz there is no purpose for me 2 live on...

♥only for you.. 8:55 PM.

TMR IS LAS DAY OF SCH!!!

hahahahahaha....
:)

but i scared sia...
sat got piano exam...
MUST NOT BE CARELESS...
its so lyk my biggest weakness....

genevive n elaine we all fight...
so bad fight sia...
but settle di...n sherle is lyk so bitch sia!!!
fuck her sia...tell her go die...

we tok 2 gen den she say 'DONT CONTAMINATE THE AIR'
fuck her la...
somemore she WAS my BEST FREN las time...
so bad luck sia...

elaine use my hp den got confiscated...
jus hope she gets it bac
if she dun care n leave it,,,
im gonna kill her man...
jkjk:)JKJK

elaine they all r lyk ignoring me lor...
elaine, denise n tantan ok...
tantan still tom 2 me..
but the beatrice n andrea lyk totally ignore me...
did i do something wrong...??????
who cares man...
i have my own world....

SERIOUSLY...there is NO purpose in life
AT ALL..
i noe its not good having tt attitude...
but really la...
serious...
i dun feel lyk living...i have no one 2 live for anyway....
i jus wan 2 commit suicide sometimes...
but din la...scared...:)
all i have 2 do now is 2 jus live life as it is...
tok 2 myself...ummm...tok 2 DONGHAE!!!(e poster) hahaha
i siao kao rite...
jus putting on a mask in sch ....
being all happy...
shit man...
i jus wan 2 cry sometimes but e tears jus wont comeout...shit man...

I NEED NICOLE... BRENDA!!!
help me i miss u guys so much...
and tantan 2 haha =... mayb:)

lyk xiaoling said u can find no true friends in sec sch...tt true...all are backstabbers...
mayb there r true frends out there...but u jus need 2 keep looking...
for the right one...

♥only for you.. 7:54 AM.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

exam results come back di....
so sian...
did not do very well...
got 4 As...

ai
anyways... hols coming di...
plan 2 go east coast park n cycle w denise they all....
gonna be fun:)

nth 2 say...
sian...

♥only for you.. 3:27 AM.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

wednesday went out with tantan..elaine...bryna...andrea...n beatrice
quite fun la...
at vivo...
watch meatballl...
wanted 2 go sentosa but me n tantan dun wan...gonna rain anyway...

den we went plaza sin...
nth 2 do @ vivo...
elaine went home din go...
den we go arcade...me n tan tan go comics connection bought b'day present 4 her...
finally
den i bought poster n 2R cards...so fun

den later rush home...
run lyk hell 2 MRT
so tired...

@nite sleep lyk dunno wad...
but slept at 1.30 am and woke up at 1.50 pm the nxt day...
pro hor...

♥only for you.. 4:11 AM.

here are some suju profiles for u:) E.L.F

LEETUK
Real Name: Park Jung Su
Nickname:peter pan...
Birthday: 1st July 1983
Blood Type: A
Height: 178 cm
Weight: 59 kg
Interests: play piano.compose lyrics.go on9
Girl Type: pretty.kind.cute.height abou 160 to 168 cm.clever and only loves him...
Sub Group: Super Junior T.Super Junior H.A.P.P.Y

leader of Super Junior...
extremely loves E.L.F

HEECHUL
Real Name: Kim HeeChul
Nickname: pretty heechul.Cinderella
Birthday: 10th July 1983
Blood Type: AB
Height: 179 cm
Weight: 60 kg
Interests: write poems.write stories...

Girl Type: like girls who tie up their hair into a ponytail
Sub Group: Super Junior T

the"girl " of super junior...
the pretty boy of super junior...
often gets mistaken as girlfriend of another artiste

HANKYUNG

Real Name: Han Geng

Nickname: King of Beijing Fried Rice

Birthday: 9th february 1984

Blood Type: O

Height: 181 cm

Weight: 66kg

Interests: Listening 2 Songs.play movies.swimming.Cooking

Sub Group: Super Junior M

the only foreigner in Super Junior-China

learned ballet and chinese martial arts

YESUNG

Real Name: Kim Jong Woon

Nickname: Cat.big head

Blood Type: AB

Height: 178 cm

Weight: 64 kg

Interests: Singing.listening 2 music.exercising

Sub Group: Super Junior KRY.Super Junior H.A.P.P.Y

is the main vocal of the group

KANGIN

Real Name: Kim YongWoon

Nickname: Racoon

Birthday: 17th January 1985

Blood Type: O

Height: 181 cm

Weight: 70 kg

Interests: Swimming.basketball

Sub Group: Super Junior T. Super Junior H.A.P.P.Y

calls himself the No.1 strongest in Korea

SHINDONG

Real Name: Shin Dong Hee

Nickname: Pig

Birthday: 28th September 1985

Blood Type: O

Height: 178 cm

Weight: 90 kg

Interests: Dancing

Sub Group: Super Junior T. Super Junior H.A.P.P.Y

was the best dancer in his middle school

main dancer of Super Junior

SUNGMIN

Real name: Lee Sung Min

Nickname: Sweet Pumpkin. Rabbit

Birthday: 1st January 1986

Blood Type: A

Height: 175 cm

Weight: 57 kg

Interests: looking at himself in the mirror.watching movies

Sub group: Super Junior T. Super Junior H.A.P.P.Y

the sweetest among Super Junior Members

loves the colour pink

has the feminine look and character

learned martial arts

EUNHYUK

Real Name: Lee Hyuk Jae

Nickname: Monkey

Birthday: 4th April 1986

Blood Type: O

Height: 176 cm

Weight: 58 kg

Interests: Dancing.Soccer.listening 2 music

Sub Group: Super Junior T. Super Junior H.A.P.P.Y

the innocent one in Super Junior

the dirtiest memeber in Super Junior

cries easily:)

best buds with Donghae

DONGHAE

Real Name: Lee Donghae

Nickname: Fishy.Pinnochio.East Sea

Birthday: 15th October 1986

Blood Type: A

Height: 175 cm

Weight: 60 kg

Interests: Dancing.exercising.writing songs

Sub group: Super Junior M

Best buds with Eunhyuk

His dad passed away.loves himvery much

main dancer and vocal

SIWON

Real Name: Choi Siwon

Nickname: Horse

Birthday: 10th February 1987

his parents registered his birthday on this date. dunno why.

Real Birthday: 7th April 1986

Blood Type: B

Height: 183 cm

Weight: 60 kg

Interests: exercise.sing.act

Sub Group: Super Junior M

parents are owners of the best supermarket in Korea

rich guy...:)

RYEOWOOK

Real Name: Kim Ryeowook

Nickname: bear

Birthday: 21st June 1987

Blood Type: O

Height: 173 cm

Weight: 58 kg

Interests: writing songs.play computer.sing

Sub Groups: Super Junior M.Super Junior KRY

Main Vocal of Super Junior

KIBUM

Real Name: Kim Ki Bum

Nickname: Snow White

Birthday: 21st August 1987

Blood Type: A

Height: 179 cm

Weight: 55 kg

Interets: Acting.basketball.boxing.play computer games

KYUHYUN

Real Name: Cho Kyu Hyun

Nickname: Black Widow

Birthday: 3rd February 1988

Blood Type: A

Height: 180 cm

Weight: 68 kg

Interests: Playcomputer games. soccer

Sub Group: Super Junior M. Super Junior H.A.P.P.Y

Youngest member in Super Junior

Last to join Super Junior

Main Vocal

♥only for you.. 1:00 AM.

AH...my donghae is soooooo cute...

FISHY....

2day is his b'day and i jus wanna wish him a happy B'day!!!

shin na chu kae hamni da~(x4)

happy b'day 2 u~

muaks he is jus so adorable do u agree...?

donghae ah....stay happy and bubbly always k?

we E.L.F will always love u as u will always love us...

SARANGHAE!!!

♥only for you.. 12:40 AM.

Friday, October 9, 2009

it's yet another day...

mum and dad r watching archie the cartoon show...
and laughing....weird....hahas still young @ heart...

need 2 catch up on watching stuff...
-suju full hse...
-zhong ji san guo...
-suju mini drama....

etc.etc.

nth better 2 do leh...
bored...
YAWN!!!

SA2 ...not studying properly...
need 2... seriously...
study till headache!!!

dad wants me 2 find HOLIDAY JOB!!!
wa lao du wan lar...
but can earn money...
rather go his office n work...

bye bye:)

♥only for you.. 10:27 PM.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

yesterday was tantan b'day...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING TANTAN!!!!
hehe...
sorry couldnt get u proper present...
ask u go find poster urself say compass dun hav...lol
u better get a poster after exams when we go out...:)

2day was lit paper...damn tiring la...write until hand numb....
1 hand diff colour from the other...
unseen poem dunno how 2 do...
write so little...
somemore 1 quest is 25 marks!!!
siao wan lor...
die liao...
死定了...死定了
没救了...没救了
hahas....

somemore no assembly in hall..
we were in classroom...
den zhang lang come in n ask us say prayer...
becca and i went...
say liao she ask us say 'predge'
hahaz lol...
penunciation damn lan...
den we study lit lor....
den she get up n scold abi...
abi ask monica question oso cannot...
ask her go bac...
tantan and me toking somemore right in front of her never say anything...
stupid wan...

den lol...so funny lar...
she stand up den i jus randomly look around and saw she NEVER ZIP HER PANTS!!
hahhahahahaha...
damn funny sia...
i tell tantan....
she see den laugh...
den she tell phoebe and xiaoling...
she see liao den 'OH MY...'
den everybody know...
so damn freakin funny...
hahahaszzz...
i only saw her thigh not her undies...
but damn obscene man...
tsk tsk old woman

almost half the class saw and laugh lyk crazy...
muahaha....
den she ask 'what's so funny??!'
'you r supposed 2 be studying not laughing!!'

den sherii go say..."ni mei you zip ku zi"
den the other half laugh....
she say "na you?"
den she saw and quickly zip...
haha damn funny sia...

tmr is geog paper...
cant get a single thing in my head....
tsk tsk...must do well is best subject wor....

bb:)wish me luck!!!

oh and TANTAN!!! MAY YESUNG ALWAYS LOVE U OR MAY U ALWAYS LOVE HIM!!hehe...

♥only for you.. 6:17 AM.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

o.o...i lyk tis new bkground...
thx tantan!! love u :)hehe

tmr got cl exam...neva study properly...haha..
hack cares la...lol
later i die...
hee~

sobored...
can only play com until 10.00pm
so sian...:)

again...thx tantan!!! love u
ELF forever...

♥only for you.. 6:22 AM.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

today is thursday...
so fast sia...
tmr alredi el SA2...
scared...
i fail!!!

ms chen was lyk damn bitchy 2day...
me,tantan,elaine,andrea,phoebe n beatrice was lyk go into class 1st b4 she arrived den she saw us and say'why are u here?' fuck her la...
las time she say go in 1st
den las time we 1 whole big group in the class oso neva say anything...
she bias la.....
fuck her...
she somemore throw herself at innocent men...
twist their thinking into mere desire for her...
hah!
tell u ah she withc man...
a super evil wan...
tell her go die...
me ,beccas, n phoebe
go write story of her...damn fun sia...
i jus feel lyk killing her...
she somemore give us 'SWEETS' for children's day...
we are not CHILDREN anymore woman!
she thinks she can win our hearts by giving us mere sweets...
she somemore say that its hard 2 find...
hard 2 find so wad??
think we think u so great that u found it and are giving 2 us huh?
witch...fucking asshole...

we arrange table for SA2 tmr den tantan sit behindme!!!
y cannot sit besidemt?
SA1 oso sit lyk tat...
sch got problem wan...
phoebe oso cannot sit beside me...
den rachel come...EWWWW...
yucks...

after sch me phoebe.andrea.beatrice go for lit extra lesson...
den tantan and elaine go plaza sin!!!
pro hor...
den elaine cannot buy the epop for me...
damn
her bag so heavy meh...
she go plaza sin buy stuff @comics connection oso bag will heavy wad...
nvm mind la
she help me do alot of stuff di...
THX ELAINE....
tantan oso...
:)

bb:) wish me gd luck tmr at exams....

♥only for you.. 3:00 AM.